2006-09-23 - 10:00 a.m.

Last night i was offline on messenger, just didn't want the bother. Both pete and Susie were online. And lets face it you just knew they were nattering away. At about eleven i got a text from Susie saying "You simply must come on messenger we're making plans and you should be involved." I made my excuses and told her and Peter to have fun, she replied along the lines of "How did you know it was Peter?", "It always is!" was my reply.

This is why i dislike written communication as the venom, if it's not wanted to be seen, will not be picked up on. People ask why you're unhappy but don't look for clues in your behaviour or responses to work it out.

The circle is closed and i just seem to be unneccesary now. Very selfish i know. But I'll just drift into the background tapestry. Not being asked to DJ the Boat Party is a clear sign of this too, I'm surplus to requirements in almost all my Southampton life and it's why it's time to move on.

Hit 88mph Marty - The Future????