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2013-01-10 - 10:26 p.m. I'm so tired and down. No motivation whatsoever. I'm blocking off parts of C, maybe more than is strictly necessary, but I need as little reminder about her as possible I think. I'm really tempted to minimise her access to FB, she'd probably not notice, and I'm not sure really what the point would be. Part of me thinks that it's so I don't target any links towards her. Part of me just feels to emphasize what she's giving up. I'm trying to work out - am I unhappy single. Almost certainly, but not so much that I need to date anyone, and not so much that i take myself out of my comfort zone to even approach someone. On Saturday there's an ECHA party, quite possible to meet Liina there. Great, just what I need, the last person i showed concrete interest in, who seemingly couldn't care less about my presence in the world.
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